We drink wine on sundays.
Finally reached the level of mentality I’ve been trying to reach for the longest. I have finally gathered the mental stamina to work over 13 hours on the computer with out disconnecting. Finally got the self generating motivation that comes from inside me and I don’t need to pull from any where else. I finally have the gift of self evaluation and awareness when it comes to making crucial time consuming decisions in sure situations. Well really it’s called the gift of clarity. Shit is so much more clear for me now. When I lost my self last year I thought I would never get back here mentally. Only true business owners really understand how it is. Easy to bounce back psychically but hard mentally. It’s 2:am and I’m blogging from my favorite pizza place in morning side. Looks like another sleep less, just me and my tablet. Photos to retouch, people to email, and magazines to write too. Following your dream isn’t a full time job it’s an over time job!
Finally a model selfie i finally look better then the model in =)
Shot with Brandon Good a new face from red models today and absolutely loved the kid. He gave me the feels, feels i havent felt since i shot Michael Vidal. He was supper sexy but didn’t rely on it, because his faces were surprising just as strong as his body. He trusted me right off the back and pretty much was up for anything i wanted him to do which is always good when the model trusts the photographer. I hate shootings models that come on set closed minded with a wall up already having in mind that they wont do certain things. Going through his images i shot i could see him possibly being a new muse and shooting him again. But we deff hit it off as friends so i’m sure ill see more of him regardless.